Saturday, October 28, 2006

i opened a drawer, and wondered why i have an empty puzzle box.

so i opened another drawer, and took out some things to fill up the puzzle box. i held each article that once meant so much in my hand, read each and every line in the many letters and cards you wrote, remembered how we started, as well as how we ended.

in those words, i saw your conviction. i know now as i did then that you would try to fulfill all your promises to me, you would try with all your heart. but i was the weak one, the one who chose to let go, the one who stopped believing.

i moved on, but remained awkward with any mentioning of our past. until now. i've finally let go of all the guilt towards you. and now i can only ask one last thing of you. please forget all the promises you made to me, except one. the one where you promised to work hard. forget all the promises, and find yourself a more deserving girl, a girl who believes in you more than i did.

after everything, i just want to say thank you. for i once believed we loved so deeply.